Occasionally I can wake up and feel the lowest of the lows, almost as if in my slumber I’ve had any and all positivity completely drained from my body, leaving me like an empty person.
Usually this feeling dissolves and I feel normal again within a few hours but this time I still feel like the complete opposite of myself, two days on.
This state makes me feel alone, brittle, numb, emotionless, trapped, uncertain, scared and angry.
All I want to do is lie in bed, in some vain attempt to sleep it off, but I don’t think that would even help.
It’s like I’m swimming in concrete and now it’s setting.