E equals binging and stuffing my face
D equals giving up, a sham, a disgrace
E equals thinking, it’s only some fun
D equals guilt, I had more than one
E equals mourning, something alive
D equals wishing sometimes that it had survived
E equals shame and low self-esteem
D equals vision, how I want to be seen
E equals anger at the way I’ve become
D equals weakness for being so dumb