E equals binging and stuffing my face

D equals giving up, a sham, a disgrace

E equals thinking, it’s only some fun

D equals guilt, I had more than one

E equals mourning, something alive

D equals wishing sometimes that it had survived

E equals shame and low self-esteem

D equals vision, how I want to be seen

E equals anger at the way I’ve become

D equals weakness for being so dumb