This morning I discovered that a friend of mine had taken his own life.

I’ve spent all day trying to get my head around it all, to process it all.

I can’t.

I don’t even have the words to express…

I remember our massive Skype sessions when we’d first started talking and I’m so glad I have a few of them recorded – I listened back to one today, a whole 3 hours and I laughed and then when it had came to an end I cried my fucking heart out.

You’d correct me on Twitter if my grammar/punctuation was shitty and on the odd occasion that you had made an error that I would point out before you’d got round to correcting it, you’d get faux-angry.

I wish it wasn’t so, I can’t believe it – I don’t want to believe it….

I’m really going to miss you <3 x



  1. I am so sorry for your loss! If there is anything I can do to help please let me know. God Bless you and his family. David

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